black and white of me

live in the grey of life

my live is never just black or white
but mix with grey
that's what we are...
if the hell is black and heaven is white
i think i am still in between
hope God guide me in to the right path of my life
so my life more shining to be brighter



PRAY

God , why I could find any direction now
Lost power and confident
God where are You
Please don’t leave me in dark of soul
Please guide me in to the right path

I am not sure with my life now
My Future life, feel so far beyond my imagination
In uncertain condition please light my hope

In the name of Allah, the most Merciful , most Gracious
Allah the praises and thanks be to Allah
the lord of mankind, jinn and all that exists
The Most Gracious and the Most Merciful
The only owner (and the only ruling judge) of the day of recompense
You alone we worship and you alone we ask for help (for each and everything)
Please guide us to the straight Way
The way of those on whom You have bestowed Your grace
Not the way of those who earned Anger nor of those who went astray

Say… He is Allah the one
Allah us-shamad
Allah the self sufficient Master
Whom all creatures need
He neither eats nor drinks
He begets not, nor was he begotten
And there is none co-equal or comparable unto Him

Say, I seek refuge with Allah the lord of the daybreak
From the evil of what He has created
And from the evil of the darkening (night) as it comes
With its darkness (or the moon as it sets or goes away)
And from the evil of those who practice witchcraft
When the blow in the knots
And from the evil of the envier when he envies

Say, I seek refuge with Allah the lord of mankind
The King of mankind
The God of mankind
From the evil of the whisperer (devil who whisper evil in the
Heart of men ) who withdraws (from his whispering in one’s heart
After one remembers Allah
Who whispers in the chest of mankind of jin and men

Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope
Oh Allah punish us not if we forget of fall into error
Oh Allah lay not on us a burden like that which you did lay on those
Before us
Oh allah put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear
Pardon us and grant us forgiveness
Have mercy on us
You are our Mauld (Patron supporter and protector)
And give us victory over the disbelieving people

hope and love

Hope and love
by liza

I lost love many times
I fall in to the sad moments many times
I lost confident many times
But I never lost hope of You… God
Because I believe You love me more than anything

I am standing under the rain of love
Fill my heart with the fresh air of passionate
The wind of love just breeze the whisper in my soul
God who own the universal of love
Please Send me someone who can open my heart with the spirit of joy

My heart cover with the dust of sadness
I hope the rain of love can clean and make it brighter
God who own the sky and earth
Please send someone who can share my live forever

I believe that every human being has soul mate
who can take care each other Here and heaven,
in sad and beautiful moments
and warm each other in the cold of night
God who own the beauty of love
Please send someone who can fill my heart with the meaning of live

I am tired being alone
God I know than You will send me someone who can understand me always
And accept me as I am , I am just human being with blood and desire
I ever made many mistakes ,cause I am not an angel
but I believe You always forgive me

pain of love is better than empty in loneliness
I never lost hope even the poison of love ever made me out of breath
I fall in love many times and hurt many times
but I know that’s live, like wheel and always spinning
sometime bitter sometime sweet
but I never lost hope of Your love God
Thanks for everything You gave me….

shadow of love

You are my shadow of love

Tears of happiness light my heart
You come like a candle in my dark soul
My doubt just fly change with your confident
You make me comfort’
Make me brave to face all the trouble

I can’t see you
I can’t touch you
I can’t kiss you
But I feel you inside my heart and soul

Your love make me cry of happiness
You are not an angel but you are the angel in my heart

I can’t talk with you
I can’t smell you
I can’t see your smile
But I see your shadow beside me always

I Meet you just in the dream
I just want you are here with me
But I just feel your shadow
Only time can unswer my need
Really ……….i need you
Wish I were there with you



Shadow in the desert

Why this happened
In the time I need you
You just like fatamorgana
I see but disepeared when I try to be near you

I saw your face and smile with me but than you gone
I walk in the desert without direction
All just sand and dry
I feel lonely and tired
I need you are here to share my soul
I just see your smile covering with the storm of sand
Where are you……..i am tired search you

When I want to see you , I just close my eyes
When I need you I just call your name
When I feel you, I just kiss your shadow
God help me

my butterfly of love

MY BUTTERFLY OF LOVE
BY LIZA

WHEN TIME COME WITH LOVE
I CAN FEEL YOUR HEART BEAT
CHOSE ME AS YOUR LAST LOVE

BUTTERFLY PLEASE FLY TO MY LOVE
SEND HIM MY KISS AND BLOW TO HIS EYES
HE IS SO FAR, I CAN’T REACH HIM
BUTTERFLY PLEASE SEND HIM MY HUG
TO MAKE HIM WARM

HERE I AM ALONE
I WISH WERE THERE
HOPE HIS LOVE TO BE NEAR ME

I TRY TO UNDERSTAND
THE STRUGLE OF LOVE
I ACCEPT MY DESTINY

LOVE YOU ALWAYS
NO REGRET IN MY DEEP HEART
HOPE HAPPINESS IN YOUR DAYS
WITH CLOUD, MY HEART FLY TO THE SKY
I PRAY FOR YOU ALWAYS

LOVE YOU ALWAYS EVEN I CAN’T REACH YOU
HOPE YOUR HAPPINESS IN EVERY WAY
WITH CLOUD, MY HEART FLY TO YOUR HEART
NO REGRET TO LOVE YOU
I ACCEPT MY DESTINY
MY BUTERFLY OF LOVE PLEASE KEEP HIM FOR ME


LOVE YOU

BY LIZA

I CLOSE MY EYES
COVER WITH YOUR LOVE
IF I CAN SEE YOUR EYES
I AM SURE WILL SEE YOUR SOFT LOVE

I FALL TO THE DEEP HOLE OF LOVE
I DON’T KNOW HOW TO WAKE UP
I NEED GUIDEN TO MY HEART
IF I CAN REACH YOU
I WILL HOLD YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GO




YOUR SMILE
BY LIZA

SEE YOUR SMILE MAKE ME WARM
LOT OF WORD I CAN'T TELL YOU
I WANT YOU ALWAYS BE NEAR ME
IN EVERY WAY TO BELIEVE YOU ARE ONLY FOR ME
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM ONLY FOR YOU

I DO LOVE YOU
I DO PROMISE BE WITH YOU UNTIL MY LAST BREATH
IF MY TIME COME TO CALL ME
I PROMISE BE ALWAYS BESIDE YOU, EVEN YOU CAN’T SEE ME

PLEASE SMILE FOR ME ALWAYS
YOUR SMILE LIKE WATER FOR MY THIRSTY IN THE DESERT
PLEASE SMILE FOR ME ALWAYS
YOUR HAPPINESS IS MY OXIGEN TO MY WHOLE CELL OF BODY


GOODBYE
BY LIZA

IN THE TIME YOU ARE GONE
THIS SKY LIKE FALLING IN TO MY SOUL
THIS TEAR COULD STOP WHEN SAW YOU LEFT ME
YOU LEFT ME FOREVER IN THE TIME I LOVE YOU DEEPLY
COULD YOU SEE AND FELT MY LOST
I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW MY FEELING
BUT YOU ARE GONE WITHOUT TELLING GOODBYE
I PRAY FORYOUR HAPPINESS ALWAYS
GOODBYE MY LOVE
I PRAY FOR YOUR HAPPINESS IN MY HEART
GOODBYE MY BUTTERFLY
YOU ARE MY LAST ING LOVE
I KEEP YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART
AND LET WALK THROUG MY BLOOD



IN THE NAME OF LOVE
BY LIZA

IN THE NAME OF LOVE
IN EVERY TEAR OF MY PRAY
I WHISPER THE WARM OF LOVE

DON’T BLIND YOUR HEART
THIS LOVE WILL HUG YOU TIDE
IN EVERY COLD OF NIGHT

I BLOW THE WORD OF DEEPLY LOVE
IN EVERY TEAR OF MY PRAY
PLEASE KEEP MY LOVE ALWAYS IN YOUR HEART
CLOSE YOUR EYES AND FEEL MY KISS
IN EVERY PART OF YOUR BODY AND SOUL

DON’T HIDE YOUR HONEST LOVE
HUG ME WITH YOUR TRULY PURE SOUL
PLEASE HELP AND HOLD ME
IF I CAN REACH YOU AND BE NEAR YOU
YOU ARE MY HEAVEN HERE

IN THE NAME OF LOVE
IN EVERY TEAR OF PRAY
I WANT YOU KNOW THAT I DO LOVE YOU

LOVE AND MEMORY

WIND IN THE DESERT BLOWED THE SAND TO MY HEART
LOVE IS NOT JUST LOVE
LOVE IS SACRIFICE...
FORGIVE ME IF LOVE YOU UNPERFECTLY
WORD OF LOVE NOT ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE MY LOVE TO YOU
IF I CAN LIVE FOR LONG I PROMISE NEVER LEAVE YOU IN EVERY SECOND OF MY LIVE

LOVE IS NOT ONLY LOVE
SACRIFICE LOVE I AM WILLING TO STRUGLE
FORGIVE ME...
IF THE HAPPINESS TOUCH US.. SO I CAN LIVE FOR LONG FOR YOU
BUT I HAVE TO LEAVE YOU AND LET YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR MEMORY

GOD ...WHO OWN THE SKY AND EARTH
I HAVE TO LEAVE HIM NOT BECOUSE I DONT LOVE HIM
GOD PLEASE HELP ME...GIVE ME TIME TO MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND
HOLD MY HAND SO I CAN STIL STAND TO FACE HIM
GOD.....PLEASE HELP ME...GIVE ME MORE TIME TO SPEND DAYS WITH MY BELOVED
I WANT TO REMEMBER EVERY BREATH I SPENT WIHT HIM

GOD...GIVE ME TIME BEFORE YOU CALL ME
DONT BLIND HIS HEART
GIVE ME TIME TO MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND THAT...
I WILL ALWAYS BESIDE HIM EVEN HE CANT SEE ME ANYMORE
I WILL ALWAYS INSIDE HIS HEART AND TOUCH HIM EVEN HE CANT SEE MY HAND
I WILL ALWAYS PRAY FOR HIS HAPPINESS EVEN HE CANT SEE ME ANYMORE
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME MORE TIME....TO MAKE HIM UNDESTAND
THAT I LEAVE HIM BECOUSE I HAVE TO

memory of me 2007

love by Jalaluddin Rumi

Poems by Jalaluddin RUMI the famous muslim philosopher

LOVE IS THE MASTER
(translated by Andrew Harvey)

Love is the One who masters all things;
I am mastered totally by Love.
By my passion of love for Love
I have ground sweet as sugar.
O furious Wind, I am only a straw before you;
How could I know where I will be blown next?
Whoever claims to have made a pact with Destiny
Reveals himself a liar and a fool;
What is any of us but a straw in a storm?
How could anyone make a pact with a hurricane?
God is working everywhere his massive Resurrection;
How can we pretend to act on our own?
In the hand of Love I am like a cat in a sack;
Sometimes Love hoists me into the air,
Sometimes Love flings me into the air,
Love swings me round and round His head;
I have no peace, in this world or any other.
The lovers of God have fallen in a furious river;
They have surrendered themselves to Love's commands.
Like mill wheels they turn, day and night, day and night,
Constantly turning and turning, and crying out.

Cinta adalah penguasa
Translated by dr liza

Cinta adalah penguasa segala hal
Aku dikuasai cinta sepenuhnya
Dengan hasrat mencintai untuk cinta
Aku menemukan landasan manisnya cinta bak gula
Oh angin yang hebat aku bagaikan jerami didepan mu
Bagaimana aku bisa tahu akan kemana aku terhembus?
Siapakah yang dapat tau akhir dari sebuah takdir
Mengungkapkan dirinya seorang yang bodoh dan pembohong
Bagaimana dapat seseorang mengungkapkan fakta dalam badai topan
Tuhan bekerja dimana mana dengan segala kebangkitan kebesaranNya
Bagaimana kita dapat berpura-pura bertindak semaunya
Ditangan cinta aku seperti kucing dalam karung
Terkadang cinta melambungkanku ke udara
Kadang cintapun mengangkatku ke udara
Cinta mengayunkan aku berputar-putar disekitar kepalaNya
Aku tidak mendapatkan kedamaian didunia ini atau dimanapun
Seorang pecinta sudah jatuh dalam sungai yang berbahaya
Mereka menyerahkan dirinya kepada perintah cinta
Seperti kincir yang berputar siang dan malam, siang dan malam
Terus menerus bergantian dan menjerit


Oh Beloved,
Translated by Shahram Shiva

take me.
Liberate my soul.
Fill me with your love and
release me from the two worlds.
If I set my heart on anything but you
let fire burn me from inside.
Oh Beloved,
take away what I want.
Take away what I do.
Take away what I need.
Take away everything
that takes me from you.
Hush Don't Say Anything to God:
Passionate Poems of Rumi Translated by Shahram Shiva


—
Oh Kekasih
Translated by dr liza

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