Sunday, 25 November 2007

my life and my love


I opened my window when the sun still hide in early morning
I closed my eyes and felt the wind blowed to my face
I thanks Allah for the all the good things He gave to me and my son
Ya Allah you love all the human being and all your creatures
please be near me always so i am in Your guide in every breath i have

Saturday, 24 November 2007

secret of success

life is how you thanks and how you think, if you thing you can , so the universe will help you to reach what you want and what you need, do the first step, never give up and dont forget to pray. (dr liza)


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Tuesday, 20 November 2007

after rain come rainbow


I WALKED ALONE IN THE RAIN FALL
RAIN DROPED TOUCH MY FACE LIKE TEAR FALL FROM MY EYES
NOW MY HEART EMPHTY WITH SOUL
I LOST FAITH AND CONFIDENT
BUT .........RAIN IS ALWAYS RAIN
RAIN IS BLESSING FOR EMPTY SOUL
HOPE AFTER RAIN , COME RAINBOW
AFTER DARK ,I FIND SUNSINE
LOVE YOU WHEREEVER YOU ARE
FOREVER LOVE

CAN YOU UNDERSTAND ME


YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND ME
YOU NEVER KNOW ME
YOU ALWAYS MISS UNDERSTAND ME
WHY NOT YOU TRUST ME EVEN ONE SECOND
YOUR EXPERINCED MADE YOU FORGET
THAT IM NOT LIKE WOMAN YOU'VE EVER MET BEFORE
BUT EVERYTHING GONE NOW
I TRY TO UNDERSTAND YOU , BUT NOT YOU
MAYBE I AM JUST LIKE OTHER AS YOU THINK
BUT NOW I WILL GO AND WILL TRY TO FORGET YOU FOREVER
GOOD BYE , TAKE CARE AND GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR LIFE
GIVE ME PRAY ALWAYS

WHY YOU STEALED MY HEART


YOU STEALED MY HEART

YOUR SMILE NEVER LEAVE FROM MY EYES
YOUR SMEAL NEVER LEAVE FROM MY MEMORY
YOUR TOUCH NEVER DISEPEARED FROM MY SKIN
WHY UNTIL NOW I CANT FORGET YOU?
WHY YOU EVER COME TO MY HEART?
WHY YOU EVER KISS ME IN THE DREAM
YOUR KISSES SO DEEPLY AND MAKE ME THRISTY OF YOUR LIPS
PLEASE LEAVE, GO WITH THE WIND AND NEVER COME BACK AGAIN
DONT YOU KNOW YOU HAVE STEALED MY HEART
I LOST MY HEART, PLEASE GIVE ME MY HEART BACK AGAIN
DONT KEEP IN YOUR DREAM

miss you like creazy


MISS YOU LIKE CREAZY

EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE YOU
EVERYTIME I LAY IN MY BED I DREAM OF YOU
BUT I KNOW YOU ARE SO FAR
SEPERATED BY OCEAN AND LAND

EVERYTIME I MISS YOU, I CALL YOUR NAME
EVERYTIME I SEE YOUR FOTO , I SEE YOUR SMILE
BUT I KNOW YOU ARE SO FAR
SEPERATED BY NIGHT AND DAY

I MISS YOU MY LOVE
I MISS YOU MY DARLING
LIKE THRISTY IN THE DESSERT
I NEED YOUR KISS
I NEED YOUR HUG
I NEED YOUR LOVE

BUT....I KNOW YOU DONT KNOW THAT
I EVER SAID TO YOU TO FORGET ME
I EVER SAID DONT COME TO MEET ME
I EVER SAID WE FORGET EACH OTHER
BUT ...YOU DONT KNOW HOW I MISS YOU
IF YOU CAN OPEN MY HEART
YOU WILL SEE YOUR NAME IN EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART

Sunday, 11 November 2007

Love and leave


Don’t open your eyes

By : liz, oct /1/07

my love close your eyes and you will see me in your dream

we hug together in every moment we share

we kiss deeply in the every second of our time

my love close your eyes and you will see us in your bed

i touch you softly in every part of your body

you touch me gently in every part of my sensitive body

this flame of love like fire spread in to my whole cell of muscle

your electric flame made me addicted

my love close your eyes and dream me always

your passion like heroin

poisoning me to all my nerve

give me excited in every single time we spent.

My love don’t open your eyes

your love make me fly and wont come back again.

your love make me afraid to lose you

your love make my brain not work anymore

your love make me addicted

my love every time you close your eyes, you will see me always in your dream

don’t open your eyes , cause this make my shadow gone with the wind.

don’t open your eyes because your dream with me will gone like wind blow

don’t open your eyes cause i won’t be near you


love and leave

by : liz , oct /1 /07

you’ve gone when I need you most

You’ve leaved me when I really want you

You hurt me when I loved you so strongly

You blamed me when I loved you deeply

i saw your shadow as far as my eyes could see

your smile made me run to you

but you just disappeared like fatamorgana

why you leaved me in the time I loved you most

I cried in dry eyes

I screamed in empty space

I dreamed of you in open eyes

But you’ve gone like dust blow with the wind

Tell me my love why you did that tome

Why you leaved me so easy in the time I loved you most

Forgive me Ya Allah


Forgive me ya Allah

By:liz/2/10/07

In silent moment, please open your door ya Allah

Please light my dark heart, my life , my soul

I beg Your love , I beg Your forgive ya Allah

I want to go back to you my Lord

After leave you so far

I want to go back to you ya Allah

After never obey You for so long

Im tired after long dark journey

My Lord I’ve lost my confident after fall down in deep hole

If I forget you for any reason, please forgive me

If I love you for no reason please accept me ya Allah

I believe In you even I always made many mistakes

I hope you guide me Ya Allah

After lose hope and faith

Ya Allah I beg you with all my heart and soul please forgive me

Please help me my Lord, help me please in the name of your 99 names

Yaa Rahman, Allahhu karim

Yaa Rahim, ya Hafiz

My Son dan Me


my son

by: liz/1/07

I never forget how hard to deliverer you to this earth

Your big weight made me out of breath

But after heard you were crying all this tired time just disappeared

You are my lovely son

I breast feed you in almost 2 years

I give you every second of my life

When you were sick , I was sick more than you

When you were cry I was most sad than you

Remember , when you were in hospital

Because the heat of your temperature made you spastic

I run alone to the hospital near our house

I was cry all the time

Thought that maybe I would lose you forever

My son I love you

My love to you can’t say in many words

You are the part of my mind, heart and body

Your happiness is mine

Your sad is mine

My son you are my everything

God thanks for the lovely son you gave to me

God thanks for sending him as my angel

He makes me happy all the time

He makes my life more enjoyable all the time

Even in sad moment , see his smile make me smile again

God thanks for everything you give to us

We are going to face this future together side by side

We help each other to make the best future for us

God wherever you are , I know You always beside us

Please guide us in your power and your love

Don't take my breath until I can make my son stand by his own

Give me time to see my son has lovely family

Ya Allah

Ya Allah bil husni Khotimah

Ya Allah die me in good way, in the time I call your Names

Ya Allah near me with You always

Yaa Allah , Yaa Rahman, Yaa Karim

Yaa Robb light me with all Your Names

Love me with Your love

Help me with Your power

Ya Allah im tired with my life

You see me , You hear me, you Know who the real me

You hide my mistakes in front of your creatures

All the sky and earth in your Hand

Please hold my hand in your Hand

Be My eyes, my ear, my nose, my mouth

So I can see, hear, smeal, eat , the good things

Ya Allah I beg you , with my heart and my soul

My son Forgive me Lets put Ourself in the Name of ALLah



My son forgive me

By: liz , oct/1/07

My son since you were born I promise you

I promise to make you happy

I promise to be near you always

I promise to raise you as well as I can

I promise to give you the best

Because I do love you

My son forgive me

If I can’t make your father near us

If I can’t make your father stay with us always

If I can’t make your father joint us to go together

Not because I don't love you

Just need you to understand us

My son whatever happened, we always love you

Whenever you need him ,I let you meet him

Wherever you are , I let him to know where you are

We still love you even can’t be together

My son I promise you

I will never leave you loather happened

You are my priority of my life

What make you happy ,will make me happiness

Forgive me if I let your father leaved us

I’m proud of you ‘

You never complained with our live

Thanks God forgive me you as my son

I promise you with all my heart and love

that’s you will never be sad

we are together struggle for our best future

love me as I’m

God please help us always , we put our life in Your hand


Many love memorize part apart


Many memories

By: liz , oct/1/07

Many years we’ve lived together

Many times we’ve shared everything

Many hard time we were struggle together

Many lovely moment we spent together

Why you are so easy to forget that moment

Don't you remember when the first time you said you love me

Don't you remember when the first time you kissed me

Don't you remember when the day we married

Don't you remember when the first time you heard our baby cried

I don't know what inside your heart now

Really I want to ask you honestly

But my mouth just can’t open

I try to erase you in my mind

Maybe your love not so deeply like I love you

Forget the sorrow


GOD HELP ME ALWAYS

God with your love and power
i beg you wiht all my heart
guide us in the Your direction

God i beg you with your love and power
please help us, just You the only one who know us better
Never leave us even we always leave you and didnt obey you

God whereever you are
Please give us ur love so we can share Your love in our love

forget the sorrow, and remember the happyness

lets we forget the sorrow
lets we remember the happyness
remember me when we spent special time together
live is like circle, but ur love is move on
pass is pass, time never can be back again
we cant erase what happend
but we can continue our love wiht new story
love me as im with bad and good side
becouse noone in this earth perfectly
even an angel

my son my forever friend

Brave Heart

By : Liza/3/10/07

My little friend has brave heart

He stand beside me and take care me

Near me always in bad and happy moment

Give me hope in every time

He tauch me to enjoy this life with his simple mind

My little friend love me all the way

He has brave heart and made me can face our future

He has lovely heart to give me whenever I need

You are my energy and power to make me brave

Just be as you are

Because I accept you as you are

My little friend you will be always my spirit

Pray for me always because your pray will be heard by Allah

you are the best son I ever have

Thanks Allah to send me you as my little friend

My little friend

By: liza/3/10/07

He was just nine years old

But he tauch me how to be a patience person

He smile with me in every time together

We are laughing together

We are talking together in every moment

He accept me as I’m

Proud of me in every way

Thanks God who sent me this little friend

Some day he must be grown up

But he will be still my little friend

And I will always be his mom

Allah

Labaikallah humma labaika

By: liza/3/10/07

Labaikallah humma labaika

Labaikallah syarika laka labaika

Innalhamda wani’mata la

ka Wamulkalla, syarikala

Yaa Allah I come to you , for your called, praise to you Allah

I come to you with my dark heart and mind

In front of you I’m just like dust

Clean my mind, my heart ya Allah with your love

In silent heart of soul I feel You

Forgive me Yaa Allah for love you not perfectly

I’m not the good one as your humble

If I can turn the time back to the pass

I prefer die when was still a baby

So I never made sin in all my entire moment

Come near me Allah hold my hand and bring me to Your guidance

Manage my heart and mind like you manage sky and earth

Labaikallah humma labaika

Labaikallah syarika laka labaika

Innalhamda wani’mata la

ka Wamulkalla, syarikala

Love Allah

By:liza /3/10/07

Life in this world just short

Like rain fall in the desert , just disappeared in a second

Everything we have done will return back

How lucky if we just think of God in every breath

How lucky if just know Allah

But sometime we forget when desires fire the lonely heart

How lucky if we just praise of God in every second of life

Allah Allah Allah Allah Allah

How lucky if we just hope love of Allah

So no one can hurt this heart anymore

Ya Allah ya Allah Ya Allah

My Hope just in Your Hand

Give me time to make You proud of me

Give me time to approve you as your khalifah

Life to be praises in everyway

By : Liza/3/10/07

I walked alone in the field

felt the rain touch my hair

I run from the thunder and the dark of the cloud

I saw a little broken wood house near me

I sit in this veranda

In a second little pretty girl opened the door

She was so cute in her modest clothes

She lived with her blind grandmother

Smiled with me and holds my hand

Without talked she brought me inside

She served me with water

I saw they just ate with boil corn

No vegetable, no fruit, no rice, no fish

But they were still smile and happy

We ate together our lunch

How lucky they are

inside this poor house they were still happy

Life has to be praises in every way

Thanks God in every way

Love me as im and be mine


be mine

need to know u better so we can be more understand,

i need to spent time together so we can be more feel ,

i need to touch sometime so i will never forget u


maybe we are far and separated by ocean and land
but i still can hear ur heartbeat inside mine
just give me time to know u better ,

give me memorize to glue you in my mind
every person has many different, so dont compare me with anyone
accept me as im
maybe hard to know me and understand me
but remember , i will try to understand u more than u know
we was born and life in different culture and though
but i always know love can be a glue to make this different as well as we want

accept me as im

i will never be an angel all my live
accept me as i accept u as u are
everytime u find the different between us , just accept and understand
if God create human being in same though, this live will never full with love and pleasure
even we never meet God in real, but believed it He never punish us becouse we dont know Him better.
maybe live is never be same to every human being , live will never be same to every creatures, but love can be the instrument to make the different more same with we want
live is not just imagination between real and unreal
ove is feel when u accept some one equal wiht ur mind and heart, maybe we just meet in sometime, and talk in sometime

but time will aprove who we are